On August 23rd, 2017, I torn my MCL, ACL and possibly my meniscus. Of course, I didn’t know at the time what had happened. All I knew was that I was in a terrible amount of pain, and couldn’t put any wait on my left leg whatsoever.

Since that day it has taken

• 5 months
• 4 visits to the sports medicine doctor
• 1 trip to the MRI place
• 1 totally unnecessary x-ray
• 3 hours of driving for a pre-op appointment that could have been done over the phone

to finally get to my surgery date, which is scheduled for this Friday.

What took so long? Here’s a summary.

• 8/23 – Tear my ACL
• 8/24 – Go to walk in clinic, see nurse, doc + bonus sports medicine doc. Misdiagnose as just an MCL tear
• 9/30 – Check up. At this point my knee feels a lot better, but it is still very unstable at times. Stick with misdiagnosis of just an MCL tear.
• 12/5 – Go back to sports med doc.
  • Explain that the knee is still very unstable, and despite the MCL healing, something else is still very much wrong.
  • Suspect and diagnose as ACL tear
  • Also have an x-ray here for no reason besides the insurance company said so
  • Schedule an MRI for 12/12 to confirm ACL tear
• 12/12 – Have the MRI
• 12/14 – Have the MRI follow up back with the sports med doc
  • Get a referral for ACL surgery
  • Schedule pre-op for 1/15. The doctor doing the surgery is 1.5 hours from where I live, and holidays plus a couple work trips forced this out a month
• 1/15 – Have pre-op appointment.
  • Also realize there was no reason to drive 3 hours round trip for this pre-op appointment. Could have been done on the phone.
  • Get even more mad when I realize that I had to wait to schedule the surgery till after the pre-op appointment, and if the pre-op appointment could have been done on the phone, it could have been done a month ago!
• 2/2 – Have surgery…hopefully

I want to be clear. At every step of the way, I’ve enjoyed the people I’ve been working with. The nurses, doctors, schedulers, and everyone else have all been lovely.

However, this is clearly not a system setup with the patient in mind. Every part of this process feels like it’s been optimized for someone other than me. Note that even after correctly diagnosing the ACL tear, it’s still took 2 months to get to surgery! When you step back and look at the system and the process as a whole, you start to see waste everywhere. And now that I’ve seen it, I can’t stop seeing it.

To see just how bad this really is, think about what the ideal situation would be.

1. Tear your ACL.
2. Identify that you tore your ACL on the next day at the latest.
3. Schedule surgery as soon as possible. I can live with a couple weeks wait here.
4. Do pre-op visit over the phone or via video chat.
5. Have surgery.

The whole thing could be accomplished in

• 2 weeks
• 1 day to work with a doc and MRI place to identify the ACL is torn
• 1 trip for surgery

My experience highlights so many different problems in the system as it is today.

• It’s easy to misdiagnose problems. The tests that are definitive are often also expensive.
• Patients have to give up hours of their life for 5 minutes of time with a doctor. Even for a visit with my doctor that is 10 minutes from my house, it takes at least an hour every time.
• Doctors end up being gate keepers for the treatment that everyone knows is needed. Why do I have to have a follow up with my doctor just to have him tell me the results of my MRI? Send them to me directly and let me get on with the surgery!
• Know one knows the full picture. To get an accurate understanding of how much my surgery is going to cost, in my experience, is impossible. The doctor doesn’t know which codes they will be using yet, so they can’t tell me how much it will cost. And the insurance company needs to know the codes in order to say whether I need pre-authorization for the surgery. And the insurance company doesn’t yet have all the claims for all my doctors visits, so they don’t know how much of my deductible I have used. And…yada yada yada.

And remember, this is just for a torn ACL. Think about what this would be like for someone with a much more serious problem. Everything I experienced would be multiplied a hundred times over for someone with a life threatening disease, or a chronic problem they have to deal with for years.

I believe we can create a better system. Technology and government get most of the buzz in healthcare, but they will only play a part in the transformation. We need a system that is focused on the patients at every step of the way, and that requires a complete shift in just about every aspect of healthcare.

I used to never do new year’s resolutions. I tried a couple times, but my heart was never in it and I never developed a system to help me succeed. So I obviously failed.

In 2015, however, I tried again and succeeded. My goal was to run 1,000 miles, and I succeeded by using the Nike Running app to track my runs and to remind me to get out the door. In 2017 I went a different direction, and made a goal to read 36 books. Using the Goodreads app, I tracked my book progress over the year and ended up reading 41 books.

Having succeeded in completing my singular goals in 2015 and 2017, I decided to go for 2 this year.

Read 50 books

36 books last year was a big step for me. I had probably only read 36 books in the previous 10 years or so, so getting to 3 per month felt awesome. After reading at that pace for a year, I think I can bump it up to something closer to 1 book a week. I’ll shoot for 50 to give myself a tiny bit of wiggle room.

In addition to just reading 50 books, I’d like to also like to make sure I’m not skimping on book size too much. I read very few (meaning 1) books over 500 pages last year, so this year I’m going to shoot for 5 of those 50 books to be 500 pages or more.

There are no other qualifications, besides I must read the entire book. No skimming.

Create and publish something twice a month

Reading has become part of my normal routine, so it doesn’t take quite as much focus for me to execute that goal. So in addition to having a goal focused on consuming and learning, I’m also going to have a goal focused on creating.

There are 2 parts of this goal; creating and publishing. Creating is the part I really care about. I want to make creating a habit in much the way reading became a habit for me last year. Publishing is simply a way of forcing me to bring things to a level of quality that I’m not completely embarrassed by. I’m afraid that if I don’t make whatever I am creating public that I’ll skimp on quality and too often say “good enough”  when in fact the product is crap.

I expect that much of what I create will be blog posts for my company, Redox. But from time to time I’ll write personal posts here, and maybe I’ll even create some music or something different. I haven’t put any restrictions what I have to create.

I’m using the Strides app on my iPhone to track my progress on the second goal. I’ll continue using the Goodreads app for the reading goal since that worked well for me last year.

So that’s it. This blog post is the first of 24 works I will publish this year to meet my goal.